i guess this is typical lonely teen feelings but i never fucking feel like this

it only gets me this bad every 3 or so months 

i am so just cold and im not funny and i have no charatceristsic that anyone looks lfor and i am bland and grodss and no on wants ME 

and whenevr i iike someone i become really i dont iknow the last perso ni liked whas ethan and he is a douchebag now and friday i started crying because i missed that we wereb bets froeidna nd then he jjust changed and i now i dont know what to do guys 

i hate this i dont know what im doing to do 

i lovre everyone more thna they love me 

and i hate people more than they could hate me 

get this MONSTER OUT OF ME 

please gve me something to make eveyrhting go away

plezse