peel back your skin.

it’s unfair and i am selfish and all i want is a guy best friend again. 

ethan wanted nothing to do with me after a year of being my best friend all he did was ignore me

and i already cried over losing that friendship a little over a week ago and i just miss it so much i miss having a best friend who was a guy i could tell anything and everything to and i wouldnt mind texting if needed because we texted all the time and fuck i am just so deprived of what every teenage girl has and i just want it back so bad 

so bad