i want to breakdown crying so bad right now
today has been thw orst but im at work and i fucking hate kids why am i here
that lullbaies video i cant even watch right now i probably wqill ater but as if i havent beaten myself up enough today im going to regret not going just like eveyr other fuckng tour i couldnt go to and i could have gone but NO I HAD FUCKING SCHOOL AND EXAMS AND
I WANT TO DIE
i am so ANGRY at myself
